Battling with my strength & just found out that I have gone over on my leave for the year - as well as not having any sick leave until 2017.
So many emotions flying around & tried to get them out as simply & quickly as I could.
You ask me if I am ok
I say yes
And smile for you.
I turn to walk away
The smile falls
And I don’t have to fake it anymore.
Inside is a battle
Fighting against myself
Still keeping up a front.
Every day is unknown
Concern and fear
Getting weaker – emotionally and physically.
Know the real me
Beyond what I put on for the world to see
I am a fighter.
Getting through the day
Always trying to be strong and cope
Falling into bed – at last.
Why did this come?
When will it end?
Why me?
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